I Want This Love

I want this love that feels natural

This love that feels like a shield of warmth around me

Not a facade put on for another purpose

An emotion that comes with a innocent smile

I want this love that gives me happiness

This love that radiates joy from my heart to the world

An motivator to give a similar joy & care to others

Give the next generation an example of what love should be

I want this love that shows my faults

Where I lack in my life with no judgement & trust

Open-mindedness to how I can improve

Being able to do the same to the one that showed me

I want this love that makes my brain grow

Giving me a passion to learn new skills

Expanding my mind on old & new topics that mean the most

Being there along for the ride right by my side

I want this love that comes with difficulty

Fights that arise & clash with words

Time apart that calms the mind & heart

Coming back together with an appreciation for one another & a new point of view

I want this love that my heart craves

I have yet to find it & it weights on every heart beat

One day I will find it by purpose or accident

Should I let it come to me or should I find it myself

I want this love that causes longness

Time does not make the heart grow fonder for one who does not exist

Making me learn patience for the day where this love appears to me

If fate will allow it in my lifetime

I want this love that is worth it

No matter what comes our way

All the fights

All the tears

I want this love that lasts a lifetime

All the joy

All the growth

I want this love that creates cracks

All the difficulty

All the faults

I want this love