Younger Me Would Be So Surprised Where We've Ended Up Now

I keep looking in the mirror & it sounds so stupid, but I know that if me from my younger 20s saw me now & what I'm doing & what I've accomplished, it would be a mix of happy & shock/wtf.

Like yes I did get chubbier & I'm dealing with a recent mental break that made me see everything so different my future is now so unsure, I went through alot from 21 to now (27 ugh). I got into my dream job and worked on multiple projects, I got over my fear of my mother and confronted it by telling her why I felt such a disconnect and distrust with her, I had to walk with a cane for 7 months due to my own leg betraying me, I had spinal surgery to fix said leg issue & was in recover for a full year, I survived being laid off for 8 months & got back into my dream company with a better job role that has opened so many doors for me, & in general I just feel so happy with the person I've turned into.

Kindness is something that everyone deserves & my personal goal is to show it to everyone out of respect & a basic human right, I never got it shown to me often so now it's my turn to put it out into the world. Do I still hate & distrust people? Oh you betcha, I didnt trust people when I was in my teens, didnt in my early 20s, & present day getting closer to my 30s I still don't. Will I still show them kindess & respect when I interact with them? Uh yes, cause if I didn't I could send someone off the edge & I never wanna put that into the world for someone to unfortunately come in contact with that vibe.

I know I'm just currently talking about me (I mean it is my blog but still) but I just wanted to share everything cause if it helps others that you arent going to be stuck at where you are now in life, I'm happy to provide that kind of sign for the universe to share with others. Also I wanna talk myself up! I dealt with alot of shit & even more not written here that I'm still surprised I'm getting up everyday. I am a badass even if a small one & I will not let anyone tell me otherwise.